Bitter Sweet

Writing out bittersweet poetry. Rhythm form lines which keeps me in my zone. Looking at the sky trying to reach my peak. Beneath my feet stumbling over the devils feet. In between feeling smuttier. Feeling low god why you gotta take me under. Close to perfection I try to be. Failure what I see I strive to be. Pain in my lung makes it hard to breath. Coughing up memories which I try to leave. Close me eyes I feel what I'm destined to be. But still don't have the courage to see what I'm pose to see. Words improve from time to time that stay sweet but leave my blood bitter at the same time. Open my eyes feel my heartbeat rewind which gives me my rhythm to unwind. Mountains moves as my pain gets the best of me. Feelin like it rain for 30 days and my soul. But still try to stay bold so my future can be untold to me.